I masturbated to your words this morning

The last one lingered in my ears, an echo

Reverberating in my head, vibrating my core

Arousing what was recently Β hibernating

Shaking me out of dark, into blinding orgasmic release

Waking me up, to the memory of you

Of us, of what we had and could have again


~ Emily Clapper



58 thoughts on “Awake

  1. oh! no! Not you too. You’re Polyamorous? Why? I have heard of Polyamorous people…I came across one in my life time and I never liked it. I dodged a big bullet. She had told me that she loves everyone and she always kissed me…I said no way. Sorry this is just me and who I am. But hey if you are polyamorous cool and power to you. I will not judge you here. You’re my friend and I show support in your writing and how you feel. You’re still awesome and amazing writer. πŸ™‚

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    1. I have a huge heart, Charlie. I also think it’s unrealistic to expect your partner to be everything you need in life, nor to expect them or me to never be attracted to anyone else ever. So much cheating in the world due to monogamous constraints. In poly, communication is key, and all is out in the open. It’s done wonders for us on that front. Read Sex At Dawn if you want to understand the biology behind it. Very fascinating book. Monogamy is not necessarily man’s natural inclination. πŸ™‚ I’m happy to discuss more, you can email me at , even if you just want to say hi. πŸ™‚ And of course, I’m still awesome. ;P And thank you.

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      1. I think I know everything there is to know about Polyamorous. I’ve been with my girlfriend for 6 years. She’s never not once cheated on me. We are faithful to each other, however, there is a balance. We do have our ups & downs, but that’s no way for us being constraint. I’ve always believed in being with one person and hey, as long as we have a balanced relationship, I know nobody is perfect 100%. But I least be genuine and honest. Again this is my belief and it will always be what I stand for. I know you have your way of life and that’s good and again all power to you and best of luck. πŸ™‚ Once again, I will not judge you nor criticize. Everyone has their beliefs and everyone should express that and defend that belief.

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      2. Hey…not even I know everything there is to know about polyamory. πŸ™‚ It’s unique to each partnership. There is no cookie cutter program. I respect people who choose monogamy, it’s just not for me. I see too many options in the world to not explore them. I am an adventuress in all things. πŸ™‚


      1. Well, thanks. πŸ™‚ And you should know this part of me isn’t something I make known often to the world due to risk of the reaction. Also, I’ve been married for almost 13 years and we have a brilliant son and we are in all respects committed. This is only supplemental stimulation…interaction that we thrive off of and makes us appreciate each other more.

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      1. With a snap of the fingers a flick of the wrist, what was sleeping awakens
        with aching silence.Of forced breath between clenching lips.
        Setting a flame ablaze in graving eyes
        hotter than the molten copper
        turning the night into day.
        A quiver,
        for a smile.
        Good morning!

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      1. Clinically shown to reduce anxiety and stress!! That’s why sharing erotica with the world feels like a global health obligation. πŸ˜‰


      1. Well if they don’t like you, they are the ones missing out on the fun! You go Em, write what your heart says and better even keep recording it in your lovely voice so the world can hear too πŸ‘ŒπŸ’•

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  2. God damn! You must be a morning person. And that must have been one hell of a conversation.πŸ˜† But as always you write with a purity of spirit that speaks to all…and meow.πŸ˜‰

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  3. BAM!!! wow, powerful sentiment with this one, Emily. I’ve so much kindred feeling with this. I am very sound oriented when it comes to sexuality..and I have fallen in love with many voices in my time. There is nothing quite like hearing the perfect words from the voice you find irresistibly sexy.

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